Dating mating partnership path soul soul spiritual toward
I have had short term relationships and friends with benefits.I can list lots of reasons why that is so, as well as what I have done in the interim. Then I was immersed in exploration of various relationship forms.Initially, it was too soon and there was a lack of readiness. Then I was re-inventing myself in every way imaginable.Then I jumped on the internet dating merry-go-round.
Then I thought I needed to use my magical morphing skills to shape shift into who/what I imagined someone might want me to be.
An astrologer friend has told me that most of my planets are in Libra, which means I am geared toward mating and relating.
Confession time here: I haven’t been in a committed romantic liaison for more than 16 years, since being widowed at 40.
Then I almost literally worked myself to death and had a heart attack.
Then I stood on the edge of the proverbial cliff and wondered whether I could leap into the chasm, trusting that the water would be warm and welcoming or questioned whether there would be sharks or eels waiting to gobble me up.
Then I immersed myself in career building and was too busy.